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ramblings of a teenage girl
♥APPY.
hello :D my name is irarazis
she love herbby APPY most,
& also herself ,
she in love wif her girlfriends/boyfriends,
who rules her life!
eerah currently studies in
prss and in sec 4
she slg but not avalable
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
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yesterday was nt fun,
yesterday huh?
andd to that punat half and muke kotak,
yesterday wes kinda fun? 
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
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Friday, November 27, 2009 ( 10:20 PM )
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PROM NIGHT 2009!
Labels: missing you
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Wednesday, November 4, 2009 ( 11:40 PM )
dice and adil 2 years inside.
i will wait 4 you guys kay!
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009 ( 2:27 AM )
im love 2wards dydi become so strong. i dont noe why izzit so.
izzit bcause of my jealousy i become soo the ---- 2wards hym
okay athirah, stop it!
i better move on, but i cant
hw am i gonna move on?
i cant! i cant! i cant lei!
help me.
i jus need sum1 new in my life dat can take care of me.
lyke hw dydi use 2 take care of me.
but nw i cant
iv a change person you noe.
hahaha!
okay lame!
dydi, i still love you lyke b4.
y did this really happen 2 me. im bad i noe.
but my love 2wards you still strong b.
haiz.
Labels: isly
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Monday, October 19, 2009 ( 3:27 AM )
dydi, i noe i cant b wif you this tyme round.
if you saw me wif appy, im sowie, cause he toke care of me nw.
i noe its nuting 2 you, but i jus want you 2 noe. appy toke care of me cause he love me.
i didnt accpt hym 2 b my guy cause i use 2 say to you, if i were 2 have a boyfriend it means i dont love you animore rite? we jus do as per normal k. i go on my way, you go own ur way. if jus 1 permintaan i ask 4 you, you cant give, den its okay 2 me. cause you wont ever make a promise. you cant hear wat i say but you hear wat she say, sedangkan die baru knl kau? ok2 stop it. let it b, i cant b angry. pape larh dydi, im too speachless wif you.
im sowie 2 did this 2 you. gd bye!
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Friday, October 16, 2009 ( 8:14 AM )
yesterday was nt fun,all busy werking.
i go mit fahmi and dan,
den go buy rkk,
after dat go tm.
den plan 2 play arcade.
i was lyke wtf, i hate noisy place!
go here and there waited 4 naim and naim kol.
naim:krg nak jumpe aku kat mane?
ira:kat inter je uh.
ira:kat inter je uh.
den fahmi and dan left me behide.
i noe my way 2 inter larh dey!
hhahahaha!
mit naim go inter again. den jln2 den go 2 fahmi house.
sunddunly mit DARLING! oh i miss her lei!
after dat takebus 18, danial go bck. me and naim went 2 fahmi house.
he pray, we eat, chit-chat.
so i came 2 his room..
ira:minyak wangi seal nmpk? hahha!
fahmi: haha! mane ade.
ira: suda la. siket2.
fahmi: baek2 nanti kene idong tao.
ira: ok2. *my eyes checking sumting.
and saw..........
ira: kimak! minyak wangi aku sia *sitiing at that bed(in a shock way)
fahmi: heehee. alamak, kau nmpk uh.
ira: rabak pe sia sampai abis?
naim: wangi tak?
fahmi: ok2
ira: *inside heart omg. haiz.
den we seperate and thats at only 5.
i go mit appy they go mit amalina.
mit appy, he havent bath yet.
den waited 4 hym 2 bath den follow hym2 play soccer.
appy: you nak ikot i maen bola tak?
ira:*keep quite.
appy: ke you nak lpk kat 900+
ira: you jgn mepek uh.
appy: klau you pike you pike you tak syg i you go ahead, klau you syg i you ikot.
ira:(smiling2)
all came, we went off.
reach street soccer, they play.
they play, they play,
suddenlly, appy pulak buat hal,
i was shock, i thought die nak amek bola,he come,
"SAPE TAK PUAS ATI DGN AKU?!"
dakdush, dakdush!
he got no mood 2 play, so he sited next 2 me.
i ask wat happen all this.
we tok, we tok den.
i came 2 hym. he kiss me at the forehead.
hee.
den go bck 2 times at mouth and cheecks.
hahha! he was so siwt.
SUMPAH!
tak tipu.
he lap my sweat. so swit.
hee.
kebab kebush.
go home sleep.
nvr kol appy. sowie bby.
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Thursday, October 15, 2009 ( 9:18 AM )
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yesterday, mit dagu, naim, dydi and fahmi at pasir ris.
after dat go jln2.
tired uh wanna type.
go pasir ris park here and there.
ikot je la jln drg. hahaha.
there was this part im angry abt is fahmi, naim, haris.
wahh! sebelom syawalina dpt dydi sape yg dpt?
sebelom dydi buat kat syawalina pape, spae yg die buat dulu?
common la! aku setakat gitu2 kat die pasal aku nak get a very good day wif hym.
he did show me this phras hapy SURPOSED to be 9mths.
i read and turn, tears wanna flow down. but i hide it. =)
reach safra waited and waited. lyke wat sia.
sunddenly, appy kol me.
ira- hello?
appy-asalammualaikum.
ira- helllo
appy- asalammualaikum.
ira- oh hahahha! waalaikumsalam. appy kat mane?
appy- kat tm teman jo bilek bendu.
ira- oh, tak maen takraw?
appy- tak uh. you kat mane?
ira- kat safra...
appy- tak abis2 uh you!(shouted!)
ira- eh you jap2....
appy- (put down the phone already)
haiz. lyke wat sia!
while they play pool sjap, appy kol wanted 2 mit up.
den i say ok.
ira- im, jap
naim- ape kau nak?
ira- pape kau dah anta amalina balek kau picit aku
naim-kau nak g mane?
ira-jumpe appy uh.
naim- tak payah suda.
fahmi- tah, tak payah suda.
den dydi came.
dydi- asl2?
ira- tak de pape uh.
naim- ok2.
fahmi- (background) tak payah suda.
ira- nah b, barang kau.nt meeting you after dat.
dydi- asl? urghh! g mampos uh.
ira- *sad . walk away.
mit appy, tok here and there.
bdh die! sedap je jln g2.
i understand campau ade. atleast salam ker. alamak!
*otw bck..
appy kol me.
ira- hello?
appy- hello.
ira- sape nie?
appy- ur ex uh.
ira-huh? my ex. sape sia? jgn maen2 la.
appy- tak kan you dah tak knl kan.
ira- sape sia?
appy- nie appy la!
ira- oh, ahahha!
dakdush, dakdush.
he jus put down the phone!
taek bdh die!
den at dat nite dice kol me abt his sentence 2day.
jus wanna congrats hym 4 watever he kene 2day. ;)
TAGBOARD WILL B PUTTING SOON!
SOME MOTHER FUCKER LYKES TO SPAM! NO LIFE LA DEY!
EH 2 DAT ISAP_APPY_PUNYE_SMP_BIRU, KAU INGAT TAO!
AKU APPY HAFIZ PUNYE LARH EHK! APPY TAO!
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( 8:28 AM )
TO: ISAP_APPY_PUNYE_SMP_BIRU EHK!
PUKIMAK KRG HARAM LARH SIAL!
KLAU KRG MASOK BLOG AKU UNTK SPAM KRG
BLEH JLN UH SIA!
PUKI TIANG! APPY TAK DE KENE MENGENE DGN
HAL NIE UH SIA! EH PUKI! KAU MUKE TAO MALU
TAK? MASOK TAK BERI SALAM. KAU MAKI JE
SESUKE ATI KAU!
PUKIMAK! MAK KRG TAK AJA PER SIA! KAU UH
GROW UP SUAR! APPY AKU PUNYE ONENONLI BEH
ASL? TAK SUKE? AHAHHA! EH BUTO, SAPE NAK
ISAP KONEK APPY SAMPAI BIRU! EH HELLO! KAU
SENDIRI TAK VIRGIN KAU G ISAP KAU PEH JANTAN
PUNYE SAMPAI BIRU UH SIA! BARU KAU BLEH
PANGGIL DIE JANTAN KAU! BDH! KAU DAH ISAP
SAMPAI KUAR COLOUR BIRU, KAU BLG AKU EHK.
NANTI AKU TRY DGN APPY NYE. EH GERL! LU KLAU
PIKE LU BESAR KUAR UH SIA JUMPE AKU! SINI
MEMANG UH KAU BLEH MAKI2, KAU TAK NMPK PE
ORG DIE! AHAHAHA! PUKIMAK KRG! KRG ADE LIFE
G GET A LIFE UH SIA! EH PPN, GUA ONENONLI APPY
PUNYE LARH SIA! KAU KNL TAK APPY? AHAHAHA!
DIE APPY HAFIZ BDH! HAHAHAHHAHA!
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009 ( 1:36 PM )
yesterday huh?1st mummy didnt let me go out.
after dat i beg punye beg.
ira- bu, ira kuar jap je. mendak uh ddk rumah.
ibu-takde2, takde kuar. kau hari2 kuar.
ira-please, ill b bck abt 3hrs bck.
ibu-ok2.
hahahhaa! but den my 3 hrs, haha.
mit fahmi take rkk den take 28 go bdok.
mit, kin, fafa and nora.
go slack 1st den go mit apit, dydi and naim at inter.
apit came 1st after dat i go wif naim and dydi.
go jln wif them 1st dengo play pool.
they play i watch.
but den drg ambt.
mit kin after dat go mit appy!
whooo!~
appy doh! sape tak knl appy!
hahahhahah!
appy was mad wif me has i go wif my guy fwen rather den hym.
this is what i feel la,
"klau aku ddk sane, kau ampai kol bape. kau maen takraw aku tgk. pukol 10 kau dah kene jln. tak kan aku tak bbl dgn kau ke ape kan. haiz"
so he say i this, i that.
so he say i this, i that.
im tooo confuse.
after dat i mit faza, naim, dydi.
faa-ira, kau umor bape?
ira-16 uh asl?
faa-ouh. kau 16 pegy dgn 21 ehk?
ira- ape yg 21 ?
faa- appy uh, pecah sia kau. kau jgn tersangkot sia dgn die
ira-tak la. aku 2ungu kan dydi je.
faa-bagos la klau g2.
hahhhahah! yeshh, i waited 4 dydi. tak kan sampai org dah sound tak kan kte nak reject kan?
i also want love life sey.
as wat dydi told me.
"aku tak bleh lupe kan kau, aku masi syg kan kau"
beh aku ape? tak syg kau uh?
aku bleh lupe kan kau uh?
aku tak bleh sia.
aku std dgn dice pasal aku naklupe kan kau, tapy aku tak bleh.
and kau skg dgn syawalina, tak kan aku nak g kacau krg peh relationship kan?
aku pon nak bercinta sey.
kau syg ppn 2 tapy hati kau kat aku.
aku syg jantan 2 tapy hati aku kat kau.
bleh tak 2? bleh uh.
hahahahaha!
suda la ira! STOP IT!
after dat i saw FEELAH!
miss her larh dey!
whooo!~
den go tm. this part im craving 4 that thing! i cant tahan animore.
i wanted 2 ask sum1 2 hug me, but i cant,.
we slack and den smoke and jln.
tak bleh tahan uh.
reach home, kuar balek.
ahahha! nie part org tak tao.
i ask bdk woodland 2 take me and i nid dat thing, and they give me.
part 2 aku dah lost.
tak tao wat reli happen lor.
i ask them 2 anta me. straight tdo sia aku!
heee.
nw tgn 2ungu haris msg aku je. bdh peh dagu! jgn kau paitao sua!
kau paitao! aku potong kau peh dagu!
hahhahahaha!
bluek2! =P
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009 ( 9:28 AM )
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woke up at 11+ play comp 4 awhile den bath, wear my uniform and off 2 mit fahmi.
mit hym already den we proceed 2 library. met naim den we proceed off 2 school.
reach school, wish cak hapi bdae. den salam here salam there.
tok 2 amy.
this part i was shock!
she noe, i noe.
FEELAH!
i noe im bad, but if you dont lyke you can say 4ward wat!
yesh i lie 2 you.
i say i wasnt pregnant. but in fact i am.
i dont want 2 tell you the thruth cause i dont want you to petpot 2 me.
so i lie 2 you. i did it cause a reason, and it is terpakse. bukan sengaje.
so, wat else did you say 2 amy?
toking bad abt me?
hahhahahah! try ur luck okkay. cause i noe a innocent person wont b scared.
i dont scared larh dey. after this there will no b a heartless person in my life!
being a bby scandal 2 you is worse den being a bbylove 2 amy.
haiz.. im spechless 2 you.
after dat, we went to hall. kebab kebush!
finish! ahahaha! kol kin, surpose she toke me outside school in the end.
at bedok. 2 fuck up uh. den went bck change shrit and go out.
go mit fahmi. waited 4 hym lyke wat sia. den we go buy rkk.! wah! lpas sey athirah!
hahahahahhaa! cool huh?!
mit dydi and naim and acap.
den we go play pool.
play pool my OneNonli appy hafiz msg.
hee. :D
after dat waited 4 hariz.
stupid dagu! so lambt!
go slack here and there.
den we went off frm 900+ to 300+
we slack there until 10+ den i went off.
msg dydi asking abt dat beg. he ask me 2 mit hym
yesh i do go mit hym.
but i dont understand, naim and dydi has a gerlfie, and if i went out wif them.
the gerfie will think im gonna ruin up there relationship.
i think im jus a scandal 2 them.
but nehmind. what has happen let it happen.
i noe wat dydi yesterday told me was all lie. cause he taking up.....
he should noe what im toking abt.
he do kiss me, hug me and always holds my hand.
until now i dont understand!
i really dont, i wanted 2 move on, you were the one cannot. i dont want 2 mve on, you were the one who wanted to move on.
i dont understand, you can find a new replacement y cant i.
you wif her i feel soo fucked upp you dont noe.
i contct wif dice, appy, naim, fahmi.. all you want 2 fucked up.
i dont noe wt to say uh. haiz :(
andd to that punat half and muke kotak,i tell you what ehk, if i hear any rumors frm your mouth,
you, urself gonna get it frm me.
im having a bby or wat.
hack care larh sia!
if i get 2 noe this info falls on syawalina.
i wont give a fucking care okay.i dont want bcos of this syawalina and dydi relationship brk.
i warning you 1st ehk!
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Monday, October 12, 2009 ( 11:48 AM )
yesterday wes kinda fun?hahha!
wake up go bath all and go 2 naz bro wedding.
i was lyke paisey2 sey.
after dat we go 2 kin house..
this part was.......
speachless!
go bck tamp and lpk wif faza go c them play takraw.
after dat mit appy.
whooo!~
hahahahha!
jumpe balek naim and fahmi go slack wif hariz.
otw there..
hahaa.
they noe i noe.
hahahhahahhahaha.
den got sumting happen.
i was sooooo shock.
but i noe i got this feeling LOVE 2 appy uh.
mummy, both sis and bala dont let me b wif hym.
sial kan!
i was so fucked up sia!
but i dont care!
this is my love life.
i noe wat 2 do and i noe wat is wrong.
so you guys fuck off la!
*attention!
KRG KLAU KNL APPY HAFIZ AND KRG PIKE DIE JAHAT
2 KRG PEH PASAL.
AND IF KRG PIKE KRG NAK BBL DGN AKU PASAL DIE.
KRG BLEH JLN SUA!
=)
NIE AKU PUNYE LOVE LIFE LARH WEY!
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
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i think they call it freedom of speech
